Wednesday, 22 October 2008

Black Canvas

Warning: this isn't the sanest or happiest of my blog entries...

I woke up today to discover that both my legs are paralyzed.
Its a dark place to be.
Listening to music and scribbling in my diary is all that keeps me going.

I want to crawl into one of my paper gardens and fly away with the black birds....

26 comments:

Britas said...

I don't know what to say... I hope so much for the best and will be thinking of you.

Catherine said...

Oh no! :(

natural attrill said...

Oh that's so terrible, I feel so sorry, I hope you're well again soon.
Thinking of you Maya.
love from Penny.
x

melancholic optimist said...

wow... I can't imagine what that would be like...

wishing you peace and strength... and the freedom to outlet emotionally as you need to.

many prayers and hopes.

Lynda Nelson said...

Thinking of you, Maya. Hope you're ok xx

Celeste said...

oh maya ...

Christiane said...

Maya, I hope you're getting well soon! Chxx

PG said...

Maya, a big tight hug from your friend in England. I am thinking of you so often, and praying that this will get cured. xxxx

Encore Petite said...

Oh no ... It gives me the shivers and a big lump in my throat ...

I'll think of you very often and hope for a very fast & lasting recovery,

Kindest hopes from Paris,
x x x
___m___

Melanie said...

My husband was walking to work and his leg became paralized and so became the focus on our entire lives because it was a symptom of his disease we didnt know he had. His disease remains but his leg works again. I wish you well and hope for a good outcome too. It is hard to know what to say to you as I am a perfect stranger except have hope. Always hope.

lilymoon said...

Thank you so much, everyone for your support!! You give make me smile and strength...
I am currently in Augsburg, Germany, for treatment and hope that everything will turn out to be ok!!

Love and warm thank yous,
Lily Moon
(Maya)

June said...

Dear Maya,
Keep working hard on the Physio. We miss your usual posts on IS, and are all sending positive thoughts to you for a speedy recovery.

Gail said...

Oh Maya ... thinking of you so much and hope you get through this soon. Big HUGS from me ... wish I could do more.
Lots of Love
-Gail XXX

katy said...

i hope your treatment is going well, maya. wishing you much health and a full recovery.

best

Gail said...

Maya, I did leave a comment before but in case you didn't get it - I'm thinking of you and sending you huge (but gentle) HUGS!! Hope this all gets sorted out soon.

Lots of Love
-Gail XX

Kimberly said...

I am so terribly sorry to hear of your news. I do pray that God would give you peace and comfort while you are on the road to recovery. I love having your work on my wall to remind me to pray for you.

Kimberly said...

I am so terribly sorry to hear of your news. I do pray that God would give you peace and comfort while you are on the road to recovery. I love having your work on my wall to remind me to pray for you.

Chloe said...

i am an admirer of your work through etsy. I am so sorry you have to go through this, but please have hope and faith in better days. They always come.

márcia said...

dear maya,
we're deeply sorry to hear of your news...We'll pray that God would give you strenght to support it.
all the best xxx,
márcia & Eliana

kslaughter said...

Hi Maya,
Is there an address at the center that you can email me so I can send you a card or something? I am wishing for lots of sunshine for you in this dark time. Don't lose hope~~

kathyslaughter@hotmail.com

márcia said...

dear maya,
we're deeply sorry to hear of your news...We'll ray that God would give you strength to support it.
all the best,
márcia & Eliana

Dawn said...

My Mom and I are so sorry to hear about your illness. We have both bought prints from you and they mean so much to us. We were chatting on the phone while we both pottered on Etsy and came across your message and blog. We are both thinking of you and praying for you.

Dawn

Erica-Jane said...

Hello Maya!

I'm so sorry to hear you're news. I hope the doctors in Germany will get you back on your feet in no time :0)
Keep positive, or at least try to. You are so talented and such a lovely person, you deserve to be healthy and happy and I absolutely believe you will be very soon.
Big hugs from me and little Sienna-Rose (who now has four teeth!!).

Lots of love,

Erica
xxxx

Jennifer DeDonato said...

I hope you are feeling better soon.

prayer,
Jen

Dodi said...

We focus our thoughts on you, and we are sure you will be healthy and happy. Be strong!
Dodi

Steph said...

Aw Lil, hope you get better soon i really do.
Thinking about you loads hun
Love Steph
xx